The act or state of vanishing away; disappearance; as, the evanescence of vapor, of a dream, of earthly plans or hopes. Rambler.

http://www.answers.com/topic/evanescence

Evanescence Album "FALLEN" (Wink, Wink)

Song: "BRING ME TO LIFE"

"How can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core, where I've become so numb
without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home.  (Mozart's "Magic Flute")

Wake me up inside
Wake me up inside
Call my name and save me from the dark.
Bid my blood to run
before I come undone
save me from the nothing I’ve become..."

"DELIVER ME FROM THE MIRE, SO THAT I DO NOT STAY THERE SINKING"

(Saint Sulpice, Seventh Station of the Cross, connected with the mystery of Rennes le Chateau)

"Rescue me from the mire before I sink in;
So I shall be saved from those who hate me,
From the watery depths.
Let not the waves wash over me,
Nor the deep swallow me up,
Nor the pit close its mouth on me."

(Psalms, 69:14)

http://www.connectotel.com/rennes/serpnote/serpf.htm

"...Lucifer, the Light Bearer! Strange and mysterious name to give to the Spirit of Darkness! Lucifer, the Son of the Morning! Is it he who bears the Light and with its splendors intolerable blinds feeble, sensual or selfish Souls? doubt it not!"

-Albert Pike from "Morals & Dogma"  (Albert Pike was a 33 degree Mason and founded the Scottish Rite.  He also founded the KKK)